WaD's LovE ??!!

Nothing la.. Juz feel boring n nothing to do.. N feel wana wirte blog.. For everyone.. Let me hav an introduce bout myself.. I m a 17 years old gal.. I m a cheerful gal wif laughter n smile on da face all day long.. Never feel sad.. Never cry.. A happy angel.. A happy apple.. Tats wad ppl call me.. A gal who is very strong in facing any problems.. For me, mayb I m really like tat.. But do u noe wad I m before?? Before I noe bout love, I m a gal who owes get angry very fast.. Owes makes ppl get tired of me.. Owes cry.. Owes sad.. N in my thinking, wad is love?? Why is love so harmful to human being?? Why love owes makes us cry?? Why love owes makes us sad?? Why love owes wan to hurt ppl's heart?? Why love owes wan to take away my laughter?? Why love owes wan to makes my smile gone?? Why love is so selfish?? I hate love.. I never felt love in my family.. Bcos my family is a family full of hate, anger, quarrel.. No one can feel love in my family.. With parents quarrel all the time.. With brother n sister quarrel all the time.. Even between friends, I also cant feel any love.. Friends who owes betrayed me.. Friends who only noe how to pretend to b gud infront of me.. Friends who only find me when they nid me.. Friends who is selfish.. I hate those friends.. But wad can I do to them?? Nothing.. In my ex life, there is no such word as love.. No such word as friend.. No such word as family.. I duno wads love meant to b.. I m so tired.. Love owes come n go without my notice.. It plays in my life as it likes.. It comes n go like wind.. Without my notice, it plays me.. Fools me.. Make fun of me.. It comes n go like wind.. Shhuuuuuuhhhh.. Here love comes.. After a moment, u will heard Shuuuuuuhhhh.. Here love goes.. Fast rite?? U must keep ur heart quite so tat u can listen to the sound.. Grab it when u can.. Love will come.. But it also will go.. It depends to u whether u can listen to it n grabbed it o not.. Now, I can listen to the sound.. I can grabbed it.. I won let it plays in my life as it like anymore.. I won let it juz come n go as it likes.. Since I noe how to love, my face full with laughter n smile.. Bcos only with laughter I can stand with my life.. Only with laughter I can survive.. Only with laughter I hav friends.. Only with laughter my life full of colour.. Only with laughter.. All the laughter come from love.. Love tat makes my life full of happiness.. Happiness tat makes me happy.. Grabbed love.. Grabbed it before its look late.. Love come n go without telling.. All of u should noe bout tis.. No one can change love's attitude.. Love is something tat won tell us wad it wanna do.. So, grabbed love before it goes.. Don regret when love go.. Love anyone u wanna love.. If have problems with love, find me.. I can help.. U can leave me msg at msn - cute_bear6@dolphin.cheesecake .. or mayb in yahoo - trax_loversz89@yahoo.com .. or mayb in friendster - ahbear89@hotmail.com .. If lazy to find me there.. Dun mind if all of u wanna leave msg in my comments box.. Will be waiting for ya all.. Remember, love those u wana love before everything is too late.. Dun regret when love go, bcos love will come again when it is time.. Juz bliv in urself.. Happy always.. Laughter is best medicine for everything.. Remember my words n u won regret.. God bless ya all.. My love n support will owes b with u all..