Mati Lampu... Busyettttttttttt!!

Semalem terjd sesuatu yg gile... Suer deh... Hal yg paling gile yg pernah terjd pd diriku... Kan semlm dr sore sampe tengah mlm mati lampu... Ak pas lage mam lge.. Huh... Untungna mata ak klo liat mknan mase bs liat... Wakakaka.... Jd mase bs mam... hahaha... Abiz ito ak mandi... Biz mandi ak naek ke kamar... Wah... Minta ampoen deh... Puanas buangetz... Trz ak duduk di atas teres... Sambil dgr lagu sambil zmzan sambil ngmng tlp... hahaha.... Biz ito krn digigit nyamuk, ak masuk ke dlm kamar... Pas ito uda jam 9an... Bayangin aja... Uda selama ito lom ada lampu... Panasna minta ampoen deh... Akhirna ak hampir ketiduran di kamar... Krn sesak napas... Akhirna ak buka BH:">... Pas ito uda hampir nyenyak bow2 na ketika tiba2 tmn ak zmz suruh ak turun soalna mama mao ngajak pge mam es krim... Ak lupa pke BH...Wakakaka.... Sampe uda di mobil uda di tengah jln br sadar.... Bayangin aja... Pge mam es krim nona di pangeran jayakarta tanpa pke BH... O M G... Malu abiz deh.... hahaha.... Gile bgtz kan... Ak pke baju tanpa lengan lge... Weh... Tambah seksi deh ak... Wakakaka.... Gile kan... Hahaha... Trz jam 10an jam 11 an kt plg... Pas plg mase mati lampu... Huh... Ak sampe kepanasan... Sampe marah2 sendiri di kamar.... Wakaka.... Trz pas ito ak lge zmzan ama Alim... Dia jg br sampe rmh... Pas lge tlpnan ama dia, mama masuk... Ydah... Ga jd ngmng tlp deh... Trz lanjut dgn zmzan... Wakaka... Udah akh... Ak semlm sebel bgtz... Digigit nyamuk sampe bentol2... Pdhal selama ak tdr di kmr ito ga pernah digigit nyamuk... Huh... Ampoen deh... Ydah yak... Mao ketemu doi dolo:">... Bye...

HaPPy Ev3n1nG.. :">

Kemaren ak kerja ampe mlm lage... capek deh... Tp ak ditemenin ama TTM... Hehe... Mama ke gereja trz TTM temenin ak ngobrol and maen... Haha... Kita liat poto2 yg ada di komputer ak... Trz dia liatin ak chatting trz ak on cam... Kase liat ke anak2 room TTM ak... haha... Trz ak suruh TTM ak pura2 jd cwo ak biar anak2 room kaget ak uda punya pcr... Haha... Eh semuana percaya... Hahaha... Ydah... TTM ak jg ga ngmng apa2... Dia ok2 aja jd cwo ak... hehe... Trz ak ceritain cerita antu ke TTM ama tmn ak... Haha... Tmn ak takut ama antu... Hahaha... Lucu deh... Trz ak opp tutup kantor and temenin dia org duduk di depan ngobrol... Kt cerita antu lge... Haha... Temen ak si Aden takut... Haha... Trz TTM ak si Alim bantuin ak godain si Aden... Haha... Kita pura2 ke belakang bareng... Ceritana mao pipis bareng... Hahaha... Eh si Aden malah loncatin meja trz teriak : " Dont leave me alone!" Hahaha... Syukurin... Mao kt cerita antu tp dia sendiri yg takut... Hahaha... Akhirna kt godain dia trz... Wakakaka... Trz kt poto2... Ak ama Alim dipoto... Hehe... Mesra deh kt... Ak tium Alim... Alim jg tium ak... Haha... Trz ada poto mesraan lage... hehe... Jadi malu... Ak pas liat poto2 ito ak jd ketawa sendiri... Lucu deh... Soalna si Aden jg ada pake video... Haha... Makana lucu pas ak liat kembali lage... haha... 1 malam ak ketawa sendiri krn liatin video sama poto2 ito.... hahaha... Bnran lucu deh... Minta ampun... Hahaha... Ydah yak... Mao intip Alim lage... hehehe... Bye....

HaPPy DufaN...

Hahaha... Kemaren kt semua maen ke DUFAN... Mumpung ada diskon... Hehe... Pdhal kt mao jalan jam 10 tp gara2 nunggu temen2 yg laen akhirna jam 11an br jalan deh...rese bgtz kan ??!! Hahaha... Kt pge ber10an deh... Cwe 1 mobil n cwo 1 mobil but krn ga cukup tmpt akhirna ak ikut mobil cwo... haha... Enak jg sih soalna ga usah dempet2an... Haha.. Kan ak duduk dpn... Hehe... Trz pas sampe sono, kt tgg yg laen maen Ramashita... Huh... Tgg molo... Sampe kena ujan... Haha... Akhirna kt pge maen Planet War... haha... Enak deh... Si Thera sampe angkat kaki ke tmpt duduk... Trz si Alim sampe teriak kyk serigala... Ak malah teriak dikit ketakutan sih... haha... Trz biz maen Planet War kt maen Halilintar... Diajak ama cwo2 tp akhirna cwo2 pd ga maen... Cumen cwe yg maen... Cwo semuana "chicken" kan... Hahaha... Pas maen Halilintar palaku kejeduk... Cakitna minta ampun.. pas didkt mata lage... huh... Trz pas turun kt tgg si Alim jmpt Asang... Trz yg laen pge mam MCD... Ak malah duduk di dpn sendirian... Sambil zmzan and tlpnan tentuna... haha... Trz pas liat mereka, eh semuana pd foto ga ngajak2... Ydah... Akhirna ak ga ikut... Haha... Trz bis ito kt maen Bumper Car... Ampeon deh tabrakanna... Akit bgtz... Ak ditabrak ama si Alim sampe pinggangku akit... Trz ak tabrak balik dia... Trz cr sasaran laen..Haha.... Akhirna ak tabrak Asang... haha... Semuana maen sampe teriak2... Seru deh soalna 1 Bumper Car kt2 yg maen doang... Haha... Trz kt maen Kura2.... Wah... Ampoen deh seru na... Group kt teriak kyk org gila... Haha... Kt teriakin si Aden "chicken"... Soalna dia duduk tengah sih... pdhal kt cwe2 brani duduk belakang.... Huh... haha... Suer deh... Ak maen Kura2 enak sih tp suer...Takut bgtz... haha... Bayangin aja ak sampe peluk si Asang... haha... Trz sambil teriak2 gto... Si Asang malah ketawain ak... Muka ak sampe merah... Haha... Biz ito kt maen Mirror Room... Eh si Asang ketemu jalan keluar malah tglin kt semua... dasar kan tu anak... Haha... Biz keluar dr Mirror Room, kt poto2... Ak poto ama Alim, Aden n Asang... haha... Biasala... Cwe kan suka poto2... hehe... Trz kt naek Niagara... Eh yg cwo pd pge... Cumen Sir yg ikut kt... Pas naek Niagara, kt cwe2 teriak2... Haha... Yg cwo dibwh liatin malah ketawain kt... Trz pas perahuna turun kt semua basah... Ampoen deh... Trz ak langsung peyuk si Alim... Biar dia ikutan basah jg... haha... Lucu deh... Dia malah peyuk ak jg... haha... Trz kt masuk ke Istana Boneka... Pas didlm rombongan kt plg gila and bnyk tingkah deh... Ak sampe maen air n siram si Alim... haha... Biz ito kt maen Arung Jeram... Cwe 1 perahu n cwo 1 perahu tp yg cwe malah tglin ak akhirna ak 1 perahu ama cwo... Ampoen deh ama cwo2... Mrk semua ga mao duduk... Berdiri... Akhirna ak jg ikut berdiri sambil dipeyuk ama si Alim biar ga jatuh... Haha... Tp ak jg kena basahna... Gara2 si ALim tiba2 berdiri... Hem... haha... Trz bis ito kt jalan ke Ancol... Mam di tengah lautan... Wah... Romantis deh klo bkn ama rombongan gila kt... Hahaha.... Si Alim mam spagehetti... Akhirna ak "curi" dikit jg... haha... Trz kt biz mam langsung pulang... Eh si Alim malah jd mesum... hahaha... Sampe di mobil dia jg mase mesum... Sampe ak pulang rmh... Di tengah jalan ak ama dia ga tao deh ngmngin apa sampe ketawa2... haha... Yg laen dibelakang ga tao ketawain apa... pdhal 1 mobil tp hal yg diketawain beda2... Hahaha... Yg diketawain Alim ama ak kan cumen kt ber2 yg tao... Haha... Pokokna kemaren seru abiz deh... ga nyesel ak pge ma dia org... Walo dikit capek... haha... Bnran deh... Klo bs ak pengin pge lge... haha... Ydah yak... Cerita DUFAN sampe sini... Mao kerja... Wakakaka... Bubye....

Kej@d1aN S3n3nG and LucU..!!

Haha... Dia uda pulang... \:d/\:d/\:d/... Haha... Ga tao napa... Pas kemaren ak bgn jam 6 lebih, ak liat hp... wadoooh... Bnyk misscall... Bnyk zmz... Salah satu dr dia... Wakaka... Dia uda pulang... Ga tao napa ak langsung seneng gto trz langsung bgn zmz dia... Akhirna dia epon.. Wakaka... Duh... Seneng bgtz deh... Hehe... Ga tap napa kehadiran dia bs bikin ak seneng... Dia jg pengertian... Klo ak ga angkat tlp dia ato ga bls zmz dia, dia ga marah... Hehe... Dia baek bgtz... Kemaren ak jg seneng krn doi ku suapin ak mam di dpn bnyk org... Pdhal dolo doi ga berani... Trz doi jg suapin ak mam permen... Hehe... Mase ada lho... Doi jg minum air 1 gelas ama ak... Hehe... Pdhal bnyk yg liatin tp doi cuek aja... Haha... Tapi mase ada yg bikin kaget... TTM ak... Dia hampir tium ak di dpn bnyk org... Dia hampir tium ak... Bnran bikin ak kaget deh... Ga bs dipercaya... Di dpn doi ku lge... O M G... Haha... Trz dia gandeng tgn ak... Hehe... Gandeng tgnku ke arah doi ku... Pas doi ku suapin ak, ito pas di dpn TTM ku... TTM ku liatin sampe melongo... Hahaha... Pokokna kmrn seneng n lucu2 deh kejadianna... Haha... Ydah la... Juga ga bs tulis panjang2... Uda wktna kerja... Take care semuana... Bubye... Lubh u all...

P3ras@aN yG m3mbInUnk@N..!!!

Hem... Berapa hari ini ak ga mood bgtz... Sakit hati... Sedih... Kalian yg baca blog ini paste ngerasa aneh.. Inget ak pernah tulis ak uda dapat pcr yg baek... Yg pengertian... Yg baek hati... Tp tao ga?? Emang bnr dia baek... Emang bnr dia pengertian... Emang bnr dia penyayang... Tp skrg pas ak uda bnr2 mulai syg ama dia, dia malah blg ga mao pcran dolo... Ak bnr2 ga ngerti deh... Klo emang dia maona gto, knapa dia ga blg dr awal?? Knapa dia mase memberikan ak harapan?? Knapa dia tega lakukan ito ke ak?? Ak bnr2 ga tao hrz gmn... Klo liat ak deket ma cwo laen, muka dia mulai cemberut... Huh... Ak bnr2 ga tao hrz gmn... Ak capek sakit hati molo... Ak capek... Ga ada tmpt curhat lage... Huh... Tao ga apa... Ak cumen merasakan kasih sayang yg tulus dr seseorg yg kini ga di sisi ak... Kasih syg yg diberikan oleh dia bnr2 tulus... Dia org yg sering ak ungkit dlm semua blog ak... Tp ak ama dia tetep ada jarak dan ga mgkn jarak ito bs dilangkahi... Jujur... Ak syg ama cwo ak yg 1 ini... Nama na Sang... Huh... Tp dia malah tega nyakiti hati ak truz... Suer deh... Ak ga tao hrz gmn... Berapa hari ini ak sering ga cukup tdr... Ak sering nangis... Ak sering ga mood kerja... Sejak hari minggu lalu dia mulai berubah... Ak bnr2 ga tao hrz gmn... Ak capek bgtz... Apakah ak hrz berhenti menyayangi dia?? Dia aneh bgtz deh... Uda blg ga mao pcran, tp mase aja mao ak syg ama dia... Katana dia syg ma ak... Tp dia ga mao pcran dolo... Huh... Kdg dia nyebelin bgtz... Tp gmn nyebelin jg ak tetep syg ma dia... Apa ak emang hrz berhenti menyayangi dia?? Ak ga tao apa yg hrz ak lakukan... Klo ada yg tao, kase ak saran dunkz... Lama2 ak bs trauma jatuh cinta neeh... Walaupun uda 16x pcran, tp ak ga pernah sebinun ini... Huh... Capek deh... Udah la... Ak ga mao mikirin dia lage... Pusing ak skrg... Mao kerja dolo... Yg ada saran, kase tao ak yak... Thanks... Bye....

Wh@t5 Fr13ndzzz

Friends do things for one another

They understand

They go a million miles out of theirway

They hold your hand

They bring you smiles
when a smile is exactly what youneeded.

They listen and they hear
what is said in the spaces between
thewords

They careand they let you know
you're in their prayers.

A friend can guide you,
inspire you,comfort you,
or light up your life with laughter.

A friend understands your mood
sand nurtures your needs.

A friend lovingly knows just what
you're after.

When good news come
as friend is the first one you turn to
When feelings overflow
and tears need to fall
friends help you through it all.

Friends bring sunlight into your life
They warm your life with their presence
whether they are far awayor close by your side.

A friend is a gift
that brings happiness
and a treasure that money can't buy.

Thanks for being my friend

WhY Wom3n @lwaY5 CrY....( FoR my d3ar35T Mom.)

A little boy asked his mother "Why are you crying？"
　
一個男孩問他的媽媽：『你為甚麼要哭呢？』
　
　
　
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
　
媽媽說：『因為我是女人啊。』
　

　
"I don't understand," he said.
　
男孩說：『我不懂。』
　
　
　
His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will"
　
他媽媽抱起他說：『你永遠不會懂得。』
　
　
　
Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
　
後來小男孩就問他爸爸：『媽媽為甚麼毫無理由的哭呢？』
　
　
　
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
　
『所有女人都這樣。』他爸爸回答。
　

　
The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.
　
小男孩長成了一個男人，但仍舊不懂女人為甚麼哭泣。

Finally he put in a call to God;
and when God got on the phone,
he asked, "God, why do women cry so! easily?"
　
最後，他打電話給上帝；當上帝拿起電話時，
他問道：『上帝，女人為甚麼那麼容易哭泣呢？』
　
　
　
God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world;
yet, gentle enough to give comfort"
　
上帝回答說：
　
『當我創造女人時，讓她很特別。
我使她的肩膀能挑起整個世界的重擔；並且，又柔情似水。』
　


　
"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth
and the rejection that many times comes from her children"
　
『我讓她的內心很堅強，
能夠承受分娩的痛苦和忍受自己孩子多次的拒絕。』
　

　
"I gave her a hardness that allows
her to keep going when everyone else gives up,
and take care of her family through sickness
and fatigue without complaining "
　
『我賦予她耐心，使她在別人放棄的時候繼續堅持，
並且無怨無悔的照顧自己的家人，渡過疾病和疲勞。』
　

　
"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any
and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly"
　
『我賦予她在任何情況下，都會愛孩子的感情，
即使她的孩子傷害了她。』
　
　
　
"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults
and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart"
　
『我賦予她包容她丈夫過錯的堅強
和用他的勒骨塑成她來保護他的心。』
　

　
"I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,
but sometimes tests her strengths
and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly"
　
『我賦予她智慧，讓她知道一個好丈夫是絕不會傷害他的妻子的，
但有時我也會考驗她支持自己丈夫的決心和堅強。』
　
　
　
"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed.
This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
　
『最後，我讓她可以流淚。只要她願意。這是她所獨有的。』
"You see: The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair."!
　
『你看，女人的漂亮不是因為她穿的衣服、
她保持的體型或者她梳頭的方式。』
　
"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart
* the place where love resides."
　
『女人的漂亮，必須從她的眼睛中去看，
因為那是她心靈的窗戶和愛居住的地方。』


用平静的心去面对不平静的事 ；
用成熟的心胸去选择自己的未来；
Made with.... 缘分是找到包容自己的人。。。


每一个女人都很漂亮。。。
Every Women Is Beautiful...


When I read this, I cried... Now I realized how much my mom means to me... How great my mom is... How special she is... No matter what I do, she always forgive me... Now matter how hurt I made her feels, she always forgive me... Since young, I never have the chance to tell her that I LOVE HER... Since young I never have the chance to get her attention... Only with making her angry so I can get her attention... SInce young I never meet my mom often even we stay in a roof... Because she is busy working... When I woke ip in the morning, she havent wake up.. When I went to bed at nite, she havent got home... Since this half year, I just started to stay with her again after I have stay with my dad for 2 years... Now I am 17... I am getting adult... But yet I stil always make her angry... But after reading this, I just realized how strong my mom is... Without my dad around her, she stil can survive... I am really proud of her... I never have the confidence to tell my mom that I love her... I am a type of girl that cant say I LOVE U so easily to anyone... Include my famiie... Hem... But now, I will learn how to say that 3 words... Mom, I LOVE U... Thanks for everything u give me... Thanks for what u have taught me...

Wh3n tH3re Wa5 u & m3

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

45 tHinGs a G@l w@ntS frOm Th3iR bOyfri3nD..!!

FoR3vEr LovE

1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly

are you remembering this?

6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends

keep reading

11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved

Are you thinking about someone?

16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!

..20 u need to show her you mean it too

21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. You buy HER stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can still help

we might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to get us things

26-DON'T LIE TO HER.
27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school/work, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you

are you still reading this u better be its important

31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she’s upset, comfort her remember this next time you are with her
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night
44. Dedicate a song to her.
45. Always Remind her how much you love her. You’ll never know when she needs just a lil more love

This are 45 Things A Gal wants from their boyfriend... So sweet right??!! Hehe... If my boyfriend do all of this to me, for sure I will love him very much... haha... Hem... For boys who got Girlfriend, Cia you o... Good luck..!!

g@ tA0 m@o kAs3 JudUl aP@...

Hem... Ak ga tao mao kase status apa... Hem... Cumen pengin tulis blog aja... Mengatakan mood and perasaan ak hari ini... Ak ga tao napa perasaan ak hari ini campur aduk... Sedih, seneng, marah... Bnyk deh... Ak jg ga tao mao gmn... Hari ini ak bgn jam 4am... Rencana mao tgg tlp dr org yg kusygi... Tp akhirna krn ak akit... Ak ketdran lage... Ak sebel... Pas dia tlp, ak ga tao... Pas ak tao, uda terlambat... Hem... Ak bnr2 nyesel deh... Knapa sih ak ga bgn... Duh duh duh... Pdhal kan ito kesempatan terakhir buat dgr suara dia... Ak bego bgtz sih... Huh... Sebel deh... Skrg ak cmn bs bersabar n tgg dia plg... Hem... Bear yg dia kase bnr2 bermakna buat ak... Tiap ak kangen n mengenang dia, ak peluk bear ito... Dan ito membuat ak merasa sedikit lebih nyaman... Semlm ak zmzan ama pcrku... Dia ga tao mao gmn... N ga tao mao anggap status kt apa... Jd ak ngambek... Trz dia tiba2 blg klo ak skrg suruh dia plg dr rmh tmnna, dia langsung plg... Ak jawab, ak bkn sapa2 km... Jd ak ga berhak atur hidup km... Dia jawab... Km berhak... Tanpa km atur hidup ak, hdp ak berantakan... Hem... Trz dia epon... Pas tutup dia zmz ak blg dia epon cmn mao dgr suara ak yg manja... Gto... Hem... N selama zmzan... Dia sering bgtz blg dia sayang ama ak... Cumen ak ga tao apa ito bnr... Dia blg semua yg dia lakukan ke ak, semua dia dolo ga pernah lakukan ke cwe mn pun... Ak bkn ga percaya... Cumen ak ga brani percaya... Hem.. Ak jg ga tao deh... Ak binun... Hem... Apa yg hrz ak lakukan?? Dia sampe blg ke tmn dia klo dia sayang bgtz ma ak... Dia jg mao ke amrik bersama ak... Dia blg ak adalah cwe terakhir yg dia knal di Indo... Hem... Suer deh... Ak ga tao hrz ngmng apa lage... Cumen bs biar wkt yg menjlnkan dan membuktikan... Udah yak... Mao kerja lage... Bye semuana... God Bless u all... Love u All...

P3r@saAn An3H..!!

Hari ini aku merasakan sesuatu yg aneh... Aneh bgtz... Aku jg ga ngerti napa ak bs merasakan apa yg ak rasakan skrg... Td pagi ak ditlp ama seseorg... Seseorg yg penting bgt buat ak... Tp krn ak tdr jam 2 lebih, ak ga bgn angkat tlp ito... Skrg, ak sgt menyesal... Knapa ak ga bgn angkat tlp ito... Hari ini bnyk hal yg terjd... YG membuat ku ingin menangis sekuatna... Apakah ak bs mengatasi semua perasaan ku ini?? Ak jg ga paste... Ak ga tao apa yg hrz ak lakukan untuk tidak menangis... Td siang ak sempet chat ama dia... Tp dia ga blg n ngmng apa2 ke ak... Cumen blg dia kangen ma ak... Hem... Trz akhirna dia zmz ak... Kase tao ak dia mao pge... Pge Jambi untuk kerja... N ga tao kpn mao plg... Hem... Ak ga tao hrz ngmng apa lage... Dia jg ga pegang hp... Ak ga bs kontek dia... Hem... Knapa yak... Kykna hati ak skt bgtz... Ak sdh bgtz... Ak ga bs trima semua ini... Ak rasana mao nangis... Pengin bgtz nangis... Hem... Ak jg ga tao napa... Pdhal ak uda punya pcr... Pcr yg bnr2 sayang ma ak... Pcr yg bnr2 cinta ma aku... Pcr yg bnr2 perhatian ma ak... Pcr yg bnr2 pengertian ma ak... Pcr yg rela meninggalkan semua ke blkg demi ak... Pcr yg ak jg syg bgtz... Hem... Tp knapa... Dia mase membuat hatiku begitu kacau?? Sehingga ak bs nangis hanya krn dia mao pge?? Ak jg gak ngerti... Ak tambah ga ngerti ama diriku sendiri... Apa sih yg terjd pd diriku?? Apakah bnr tanpa ak sadari klo ak suka ama dia?? Ak sayang ama dia?? Ak jg ga tao... Yg ak tao, semenjak ak mengenal dia, kehidupan ak berubah... Ak jd lebih ceria... Mgkn krn ada dia yg mao berbagi suka dan duka dgn ku... Hem... Jujur, ak ga rela kalo hrz keilangan dia... Tp, ak jg gak mao keilangan pcrku ini... Hem... Ak ga mao memilih... Jgn biarkan ak memilih... Ak sayang ama mereka ber2... Udah la... Ak jg ga tao mao ngmng apa lage... Ak pusing... Pusing bgtz... Tambah tulis tambah mao nangis... Udah yak... bye...:-h... Semua yg baca, doain ak yak... Semoga semua yg ak lalui bs lancar2 aja... Love u all...